eyes to big for the mouth
Greetings to all who stumble on this page. I could use prayer for this next week. I am contemplating dropping a class because I seemed to have bitten off more than I can chew for the semester. I signed up for 3 very involved courses: Greek, Hebrew, and Kingdom of God. Languages always take quite a bit of time to stay on top them and my Kingdom of God class involves a lot of reading and exegesis. My problem with exegesis is that it is a passion of mine and I can't sit down and just throw something together. I need at least 10-15 hours for a passage to feel like i've accomplished something. Throw those classes on top being a Mr. Mom while heather works third shift and pioneering a young adult ministry and things get hairy at times. Because heather works third shift, she needs to sleep during the day so there are several days a week where I am taking care of Lyndi until she sleeps at 9pm at night. So I don't have to freedom to start studying till that appointed time. When Heather has a day off, we like to do the traditional thing and "spend time together." She's the love of my life and I miss giving her my full attention.
So, I'm about 80% sure that I am going to drop my Kingdom of God class inorder to finish strong in my language courses. I have prioritized them because I think they are essential for a teaching pastor in ministry. I am currently still maintaining A's in both classes but my KoG class seems to be heading for a C or low B. I can't allow a low grade on my records if I want to keep the option of Ph.D. work open in the future. The only consequence that this decision will bring is that I either have to cram it in a summer course, future semester, or graduate a semester later than I had attended. This decision seems to far outweigh the possiblity of not doing doctoral work in the future. Thanks for the prayers, I'll keep you updated.
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